Friday, March 13, 2009

Day #6

OK, where the heck are the freaky dreams? The only things I dream about are usual boring life, and yes I do remember lots of them when I wake up, but I ALWAYS have. HMPH! Leave it to me to miss the FUN side effect of this med.

Two days to go until quit day. I am nervous and excited. I am worried I will gain weight which is the LAST thing I need for my health OR my appearance. I am nervous I will fail in front of everyone. I made myself accountable by telling everyone and now I must face everyone if I fail. I know I should get thoughts of failure out of my head and focus on all the reasons why I am doing this, but that nagging little voice won't leave me alone. :(

2 comments:

  1. you won't fail - you are a strong woman who is making a change for a better life. You can do it I have faith in you. And if you stumble (which you won't) you will pick yourself up, brush yourself off and keep going. I am proud of you!

    Jennifer P

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  2. Stay strong!!!



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